every beat of my heart

Friday, May 11, 2007

@3:40 PM

hello

late for school but raining.
go in school
teachers scold me because my hair long
yeaps.
oh,soo then,they told me to cut it on monday

went to class,dry up my MESSED-up hair.
then while walking back,the 4a2 teacher stopped me,asking me to sing the national anthem.
yeap.sing2.paisey sey.

had chemistry
i hope i pass.
i like 50-50 like that only.
ahakz.
i left my friends and went back home straight

& i was shocked that fanna texted me yesterday
i forgive you.

@3:40 PM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

@9:57 PM

HELLO

went to school by taking 88 den mrt.
sorg uhs g skola,yeaps.
terserempak ngn faizal and fariq and go sch with dem.
before that buy epok2 as i was hungry.

reached school
wash my oily mouth.

kk.first period had maths.lazy uh wanna study.ytd stress do maths paper 1.
haha.my teacher angry.
bla3.

den it was i dont know.

recess was the BEST sia.
VERY FUN.
arnd 40 people or less were in the volleycourt kicking the ball.
looks like a riot sey.
seriously fun sa.
haha!den the best part is when mr ow came.we all ran!.haha
very kekek.

den had history.
did art.
horrendous.
i was berperlu-ing like FUCK
smelly u noe.
but NOT MASAM.

haha.
skip uh.
after sch kn,
play soccer den lepak.
i was doing something when farhana said dont do it.den i like terkejut sey.
ahh.
and now,i got new maid already since 28 april

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

@11:15 AM

Im always dreaming about her in my sleep.
& its all hurting ones.
I would always wake up feeling hurt.
Its been awhile since we two last talk.
I just don't want disturb her life.
I'll rather suffer and see her happy rather than sad.
Im important but maybe she's more important to me.
She has move on and move on with another guy.
People are always telling me how hurt they are and stuff when its just small stuffs sometimes.
Look at me.More things are happening and I just relax.
I'll enjoy all my times with her in the past.
But thats the past.
What if I ever get someone else besides her.
It won't be a happy one.
Hopefully it'll be uh.
Maybe it would be next yr I would find someone new?
I dont know.
but HELLO FRIENDS :) , you are helping me alot too.
Without you guys,there'll be no improvement in my behaviour.

@12:50 AM

someone's creating stories.
i'll make the news popular in school.
and i have a beautiful chat log.i can see
everything what i typed and u typed.
& whats up with 'gilh pikir psl fana' & 'aru aku tau asl fana da tk uker kau'
and im using ur exact font color and handwriting
eh,kalo kau nk kenekan aku,kenekan uh eh.
aku tk psl.aslkan kau jgn involvekn fanna sudah.
I know your INTENTIONS of doing this.
Really.Im not stupid.Im sure you won't
want me saying some personal stuffs here.
& why you keep saying bye?i merely asked u a question.
and u were like ah k bye malas nak layan.
ahahaha!takutt~~~~
Tkperr.I chill jek.Tk susah pe bdk.
Do whatever you want.
ASALKAN TKMU INVOLVE FANNA SUA.

@12:13 AM

oh hello peeps.

went to school take 27 den 28
stopped at afghan psl dah lmbt nk p skola kalo naek bus
a change of plan so take mrt.
yeaps.ano asap pat afghan and many ppl stare at me.

took 38 back to mrt and meet mason and shan jie.
go school with them.
at bedok mrt,ano asap ngn mason jek
beh almost lmbt.so lari as fast as the speed of superman -.-

had mt paper 1 at first.
what the fuck.i did surat tak rasmi on a surat rasmi question
die die.fail2.
and while doing karangan.i slept for 40 mins?
yeap,teacher woke me up and told me to do as it was almost time.
do very fast.

had break.yeaps :)
talk2 to 3a2 peeps.

had mt paper 2.
i hope i pass malay.
so that YANIJULIE takkan be upset and angry with me like last yr.

break again.didnt study much for social studies as i studies from 12am-7am on 28 april.
STUDY IN THE WEE HOURS somemore.
paper was okay.hoped i would pass.

my friend supply me and my friend and a whole bunch of me & my peeps did it.

Yeaps.
den naek 9 go tamp.
Farhana angkat my guess bag and i angkat her roxy pencil case?
My bag's nice lah kan?
then stopped at afghan
liyanna blanje me choc waffle.THNX :)
Farhana tk baek sey suroh tkmo belik kn.hmph.
belik lobang.
ade.11 for me , 9 for mason.
Yeaps.put inside my tmpt simpan.
and then lepak japs with syafiq,shamsul,hussein,ruhaizad,shahir and liyanna.i heard farhana was coming over.
I called mirah tnye nk lepak tk but she's sick and so tk.
Muzzi called me asking kalo ade lobang and yeaps.
den he said ahh nutink.
den i wanna balek i balek with him.
ano asap,beh balek.

Slept.VERY TIRED.

bangon.maen comp
yeaps.
tk jadi lepak ngn muzzi psl dia nk ton ngn member dia.
kk.

if we were still together.it would have been one month together
but she's attached to someone else.
i don't wanna disturb.
at least she's happy now.
right?
i accepted that im the past and not the present for her.
im being tested in everytink now.
from she asking for break and now she got mataer.
whats worst for me now?im taking things easily.
ppl wonder why am i not hurt.
you wanna noe why?its because i try not to think abt the past
and be crazy with my friends.yeaps.
and my MSN friends are helping alot.