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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
@10:31 PM

REALISE THERE'S NO TAGBOARD?

Yeah. I don't want tagboards.
Seeing the tagboard makes me hate blogging sometimes.

Anyway, tadi she call me :)
Talked for around 30 minutes when her sister wanna pakai.
She told me that she terserempak dgn Ruhaizad, Hir Punat dgn Wan Tetek
Then Hir Punat asek2 tnye dia 'Mane Edely' eventhough Fanna dah
jawab 'Tak tahu'
Of coz I was like :( , but ape nak buat? Biar lah. Letak the talipon
Then she asked me a SIMPLE question and of coz I said can (:

Haha, I called her cell but kakak angkat and said that
she was asleep. Thanks anyway for trying to wake her up
but she,tahu tahu je lah. Hehs

&& Im missing her alotttt lah.
She didn't send me something that we would always do before going to bed.
Takpe. At least she said some stuffs on the phone.
Anyway, I need to learn what to do when I miss her.
I can read up my old messages from her? I can hear the sound clip I recorded while she was saying SOMETHINGS to me on the phone.

Wait, and I need to change my attitude.
And REAL FAST.
My attitude is real terrible, can my attitude outside be the same as how i talk to my friends via the net? Its super hard. Because behind the computer you can criticize someone who may have an attitude you don't like but in the real life face to face, I cannot stand people with absurd attitude and I tend to tell off some people.
I am sorry but the surroundings around me make me change into a terrible person.
I used to think,I have full control of myself and I cannot understand why some people behave like as if they don't have a HEART. But now, I understand them, and worst, I am becoming like those people without a heart. I am rude to most people who means the most around me,even my family. Oops. Like the incident yesterday. I shouted at _ _ _ and teacher. Im terrible. I hate my attitude now,its worst than a person without a heart. I prayed to Tuhan begging me to change for the better. && yes, I do pray.

By the way, For your information, Im not a matrep. I mean, sometimes I act like one at school but I am just joking. But sometimes I may keep doing it till people think different.
And yeaps, I'll be more engaged in Friendster,Blogging,Myspacing and tagging people's blog.
Happy?
How I wished she got her internet line fixed now.

Erm, today, i solat Sabar and Asar. Soon Isyak
Why tak solat Zuhur and Maghrib?
Zuhur i was on my way home and maghrib i was asleep.

And one last thang~~~

I am jumping to grow taller
I don't want her to date with a guy same height/shorter than her.
& when I grow up, I wanna be a BUSINESSMAN wearing HOT outwear
Owning a nice ride, having luxurious life, engaging on charity donations & more lahs :)

OR

should I aim to be a footballer?
Hopefully a popular and skillful player, like Indra Sahdan.
Anyway, she wants me to be either a businessman or a footballer.
Tapi kalau footballer,must have a back-up job.
Without skills, you can just bank on your studies,soo education is important
& im going to be a young ADULT by aging 15 years in June
Its time I took my studies MORE seriously.

& I love you Fanna

Till here,more updates tomorrow.

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PROFILE

Muhammad Edely Afiq Bin Mohd Isah
Born on the 26 of June 1992
14 going on 15
A muslim
Currently not in a relationship
Likes playing and watching football,but likes girls more lah.hehe.
Family call me Afiq,Teachers and normal peeps call me Edely,very close friends call me LY puki
Likes to be personal but I hate being low-profile.
I DONT watch porn. Its too gross. YUCKS.
ALSO doesn't smoke or do drinking.
In Sec 3 Academic. Just an average student.
I enjoy all types of song except for metal,techno is much better.
Studying in Pasir Ris Secondary School
Im short ):

LOVES
Ayu
Fanna :)))
Farhana :)
Fida
Fiqa
Fiqah
Fizaa
Fizah
Haickel
Hakim
Hani
Isma :)
Mirah
Mok Jufri
Nano
Nisa
Randolph
Sabrina
Syahidah
Stash
Yani.Julie :)
Yati
Yarnah :)

TAG

tagboard area. (:


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