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Saturday, March 31, 2007
@10:17 AM

IM ATTACHED ON 300307
OKAY THANKS AND BYE :)

Wednesday, March 28, 2007
@11:04 PM

HEKLOS

First thing first

HAPPY 34th BIRTHDAY MOM!
HOPE NARI I TAK UAT PRNGI K?

Yeap,dah lama tk blog.

This week has been a easy fun going.
I've watch Mr bean holiday
Quite amusing and entertaining

I'll post about today
Went to school by taking bus 67.
Stopped at bedok int busstop and i intend to meet up with Nasrul
I coincidentally met up with my buddies,Ruhaizad,Shahir,Wan Tetek,Wak and followed up by Zul.
Walked to school.

Had MT
I made the class laugh,Mr Mansor scold me because my name on my work was "bdk sachok"
Hehs.

Chemistry
Had test.
I copied alot ;]

Recess,ate ate ate.
Elijah going back to Australia.
Maybe he is not well updated here ;(
Yeah,i wish him all the best.

After recess was english.
the notty boys are now wearing shorts.
haha.
get punishment.
den kn,i mason and ruhaizad paper fight ngn aleem and co.

after english was ss.
went to comp lab.
tok2.
After school
we went to 3a2 to bid farewell to Elijah
I'll miss him,yeah.
and his muscle.haha.he has a well built body
den alek
not in a positive mood to blog actually :)

















My new sneaks.Levi's
















Yea,back view















Aww,Elijah,leaving. we signed on his shirt

















Muka mantain uh

Friday, March 23, 2007
@11:47 PM

HEKLOS

Was almost late for school
I went to school with Shan Jie and Mason
Wore Haickel shoe as he didn't attend school today
But i wear DIGIMON socks.

Had P.E
Knn. I nvr wear my P.E shorts, I wear fake man u pants.
Beh Mr Halim sengaja make me paisey, he bring me to the front of the crowd,
den ppl see my DIGIMON socks and laugh.

Yeayea. Then played soccer.
Bad mood because kept losing
I really hate losing.

Hmm, i was super hungry.
& shit, i didnt off my music player at hp.
Means the whole one hour of P.E, my hp been playing songs for the trees nearby -.-

Had maths
Studies understood.

Recess
talked to Fanna otp.
Yeaps.

Malay.
Mepek jek.

ACE
go comp lab

lepas tu pi solat jumaat.

Nasrul blaje me and syafiq aiskrim lepas solat jumaat
Best :)
But i makan comot.
Bodoh.

Yeaps.
& tadi, i and love gado.
i dun wanna tell it here.
but nw, we are fine.
I had forgiven her.

& i INFINITOS hearts Fanna <3

Thursday, March 22, 2007
@11:27 PM

HELLOS

Slept and woke up
She called me tadi
We talked and argued.
She said she would call but then she was sick,soo didnt.
But at last she forgive me i think.
Received a goodnight msg from her and da.
Watch Prison Break tadi.
Okay lah leh thn best.
Knn, going sch with slipper again tomorrow,my sneakers have big holes.
Hehs.
I wanna go sch with Mason take bus tomorrow

& I hearts her to bits of pieces
I don't get obsess okay.


@1:49 PM

HELLO :)

Im at sch having English
Now is 13:48
Sch is finishing in another 2 mins.
BYE!

Wednesday, March 21, 2007
@11:21 PM

YO!
Hahs.
I get to talk to her tadi.
Yeaps,she called me.

We talked and talked.
I wanna ___ her can?
& pls eh, sesape yg tahu psl 18, takmo blng Fanna :)
YESH,yeappie, she send me the message.
quite SWEET and 'long' juga ler

Can I just love her alot?
Hehs~

Everything I do, I do it for YOU, my <3

I love you to bits Nur Farhana Binte Azman























And ppl who wanna noe whether we are attached or not,the answer is

NOT YET TOGETHER. . .
Okay?

@8:17 PM

HEKLOS

Fucked up mood in the morning.
Imagine,coming to sch,your shoe like got holes,and it was raining.
And then u come to busstop, u come early tao.
Den at 6.50, u FINALLY get to take the bus

Ya ya. Ppl at the busstop keep looking at me because I was talking vulgarities otp with Mason
Mason tunggu tao pat Tamp Int at 6.45. Beh aku BARU naek bas 6.50
Padahal ni I plan

Abeh smpi Tamp 7.11
Then we purposely take 67,confirm uh late
Me,Haickel,Mason and Shan Jie

Sampai school 7.50.
I not detention :)
Mason and Shan Jie serving
Hehs!

Come back class.
Bla3 donation card.
CHIBAI! Must donate.
Lazy you noe. Must ask ppl.
-.-


First two period were MT
Did nothing much uhs

It was Chem next.
hehs

Recess ; I played soccer.

AHHH. dah.

uhh, after sch, maen bola japs.
Beh alek with Ruhaizad,Syafiq,Nasrul and Shahir.
Took 9
Stopped at 201.
Nasrul went to Pasir Ris
We were tired. I mean the 4 of us who stopped at 201
Soo we decided to rest uh
While resting, I saw someone and I was speechless for awhile,den I said, I send u back home
I said sorry to Shahir because my initial plan was to walk back with Shahir.
Yeaps.
While sending her back home, Ruhaizad and Syafiq were at overhead bridge,beh they nmpk what we were doing. Sheesh. Den kita stop what we doing psl ade org yg she kenal ade.

Yeaps.
Tapi dia kene alek soon.
Ntah ape uh. She won't tell.
I was hard letting her go uhs, miss her like fucking loads.
But lepaskan uhs.
Then go busstop,terserempak plak ngn kakak dia.
Took 38 den 27 den walked back
Smpi umah,tkde makanan, I was weak. TIDUR
bangun,call her tapi hp off???
&& i really hope dia akan hntr me the msg.

&& I really love Fanna

How To Save A Life?





Tuesday, March 20, 2007
@10:31 PM

REALISE THERE'S NO TAGBOARD?

Yeah. I don't want tagboards.
Seeing the tagboard makes me hate blogging sometimes.

Anyway, tadi she call me :)
Talked for around 30 minutes when her sister wanna pakai.
She told me that she terserempak dgn Ruhaizad, Hir Punat dgn Wan Tetek
Then Hir Punat asek2 tnye dia 'Mane Edely' eventhough Fanna dah
jawab 'Tak tahu'
Of coz I was like :( , but ape nak buat? Biar lah. Letak the talipon
Then she asked me a SIMPLE question and of coz I said can (:

Haha, I called her cell but kakak angkat and said that
she was asleep. Thanks anyway for trying to wake her up
but she,tahu tahu je lah. Hehs

&& Im missing her alotttt lah.
She didn't send me something that we would always do before going to bed.
Takpe. At least she said some stuffs on the phone.
Anyway, I need to learn what to do when I miss her.
I can read up my old messages from her? I can hear the sound clip I recorded while she was saying SOMETHINGS to me on the phone.

Wait, and I need to change my attitude.
And REAL FAST.
My attitude is real terrible, can my attitude outside be the same as how i talk to my friends via the net? Its super hard. Because behind the computer you can criticize someone who may have an attitude you don't like but in the real life face to face, I cannot stand people with absurd attitude and I tend to tell off some people.
I am sorry but the surroundings around me make me change into a terrible person.
I used to think,I have full control of myself and I cannot understand why some people behave like as if they don't have a HEART. But now, I understand them, and worst, I am becoming like those people without a heart. I am rude to most people who means the most around me,even my family. Oops. Like the incident yesterday. I shouted at _ _ _ and teacher. Im terrible. I hate my attitude now,its worst than a person without a heart. I prayed to Tuhan begging me to change for the better. && yes, I do pray.

By the way, For your information, Im not a matrep. I mean, sometimes I act like one at school but I am just joking. But sometimes I may keep doing it till people think different.
And yeaps, I'll be more engaged in Friendster,Blogging,Myspacing and tagging people's blog.
Happy?
How I wished she got her internet line fixed now.

Erm, today, i solat Sabar and Asar. Soon Isyak
Why tak solat Zuhur and Maghrib?
Zuhur i was on my way home and maghrib i was asleep.

And one last thang~~~

I am jumping to grow taller
I don't want her to date with a guy same height/shorter than her.
& when I grow up, I wanna be a BUSINESSMAN wearing HOT outwear
Owning a nice ride, having luxurious life, engaging on charity donations & more lahs :)

OR

should I aim to be a footballer?
Hopefully a popular and skillful player, like Indra Sahdan.
Anyway, she wants me to be either a businessman or a footballer.
Tapi kalau footballer,must have a back-up job.
Without skills, you can just bank on your studies,soo education is important
& im going to be a young ADULT by aging 15 years in June
Its time I took my studies MORE seriously.

& I love you Fanna

Till here,more updates tomorrow.

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@5:13 PM

HEKLOS

Ytd, I bought a new 1GB card for my phone
So guys, jgn bnyk hina eh aku 64MB jek.
Hehs

News so far, 18 didn't came true :(

Erm,sch was normal uhs.
Just that Fidah,Farhana and Yanna didn't come
Quite boring uhs.

Ruhaizad told me he saw Fanna near afghan tadi.
Hehs.
Semalam Fanna blng dia nmpk Ruhaizad, nari plak Ruhaizad nmpk Fanna
Tapi smlm Ruhaizad tak nmpk Fanna

Had Physics for the first 2 periods
I didn't pay attention. I give up in Physics. I hate Physics. Sorry.
I kept on talking to Ruhaizad and he read my text messages from someone :)

Hmm, soon after that we had English.
We were terrible.
I feel sorry for Ms Zahira,but i keep on doing stupid stuff which she don't like
& i fucking don't know. I can't stop my actions ):
She left the class w/o saying goodbye because she knew few people would stand up.
Only me and Ruhaizad bothered to say goodbye to her

Went for recess.
Mason treat me Nasi Briyani Daging
Syafiq treat me blueberry drink. I go buy drinks for my friends & the auntie gave one extra blueberry and I gave it to Nasrul.
Hahs.

Had history for one period.
Naufal showed us the MRT suicide incident.
Eww, i think that's the video Fanna is talking about.
I have it in my phone now,the Admiralty Incident only, Yishun failed to receive.

Oh, after History it was Maths
Went to computer lab. Had fun.
Really. Played game with Ruhaizad online
But I think Im hating Maths

After having Maths for TWO periods we had Art for THREE periods.
Just did a sketch of a cake.
The cake makes me go 'GAGA! I wanna EAT you -.-'

&& Im pissed off with someone. Not in my school.
Not important to state it here.

Took 17 to afghan with Shahir and Ruhaizad
Ruhaizad went home while I and Shahir walked to near TM. We chatted. I went back home and he did.

I didn't come for detention, I am suppose to serve a THREE day detention because I commited a open defiance act to my maths teacher, Mrs Tan. Im liable to be caned. But Im not :)



Monday, March 12, 2007
@10:31 AM

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@9:43 AM

HEKLOS

first of all, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY to IFA.

Umm, today, i was quite sad. Yeaps.
My maid has went back to Indonesia to seek immediate medical attention.

It was a very sad,cruel ending to her last day here.
I don't wanna tell it here.
But last2, its not her hu is wrong.
As a kenangan , I gave her a letter I wrote sincerely from my heart, my old digital cam & $2
Haish
I cried alot sey that time.
When she hugged my mom, I like was going to cry but I tahan. Last2 I cried. Then after that I salam my bibik and she hugged me. Alalala. Sweet. But I was quite shy uhs. Soo hug tk betol sngt.

Why am I soo damn sad when she leaves?
Wanna noe why?

She watched me grow up from a p6 kid to a Sec 3 lad.
She was the one who always open the door from me when I came back home from sch or anywhere
She was the one who always masak me food.Delicious
And 40% can be said dat i have my body shape is because of her cookings this past 4 yrs
When I was in pain, she wud be there to help me
When she was tired,she would sanggup wake up and cook up food for me when Im hungry.
She always did hard work without complaining.
She made me felt comfortable in life.

& LUCKILY
came ISMADIANA to the rescue
Yeaps, she pujok2 me and stuff lahs.
wau, i was super sad tau that time, and she made me feel alot better.
i OWE isma ALOT man kalau nak kira.
ISMA, PAPE HAL,JUST CITEKN TO ME,KALO BOLEH, I TRY HELP K ((:

Yeap, then Fanna texted me telling she had top up her phone
LIKE FINALLY SAK.

Texted her ler.

Dgr2 dia baru beli guitar. Ahakz!

Then we hung arnd the phone.
I letak the talipon because of something
But I told her I terletak
Then she called alek. Den beboal2. Beh dia letak.
Ish. Then she texted me saying sorry and stuff.
And of course, I would forgive lah kn.

Yeap2.
Then kita send each other a long and sweet msg tao
Thats what we ALWAYS do at night

& I wanna try to appreciate and treasure the people arnd me.
C'mon Edely, everyone is diff and unique in their own ways
I should dislike ppl because they are just being themselves.
If Tuhan can terima them, why can't a hamba of Tuhan accept someone else.
I try appreciate you guys alot k?
If you guys hate me, hate me k? I dun mind.
I don't want to endure a day where I regret alot and miss.

I miss my bibik :(
Haish )):
At least I can write her letters and send her pictures ryt?
She's meeting her family. I wished her all the best in life okay.
Like what Isma said, postman akan slalu ade.

I took some of her pictures secretly
I m too shy to take her picture with my family arnd.
Nnti ade2 je tao dorg
&& my nenek ckp, Afiq nie, nmpk mcm keras kepala,tapi hati lembot (:

K bye.




Saturday, March 10, 2007
@8:54 AM

.. HEKLOS ..

Im gonna update about Thursday 8 March 07

I can only remember what happen after school

Hmm, after sch, I went back home with nana
while shahir balek with seha (((:

They took 168 while we took 18

Stopped at tamp int and Fanna called.
I angkat uh.
Then few seconds saw her uh with her 2 friends
TAK malu pon.
Then Fanna nga muscle cram time tu on her left leg. Kesian.
Hari tu dia ade sports day pe.

Soo we walked to busstop library and took 38.
Went to the usual spot we always hang out at.
While walking, I saw Farhana , i was holding her watch, soo i asked Fanna to wait while I give Farhana back her watch. Lepas dah bagi jam,toleh blkng jek nmpk yanalee beboal ngn Fanna.
Mak kau, dua bdk pasir ris jumpe at the same time. Like sooooo PAISEY

Okay whatever. We first bought drinks and stuff since Fanna was thirsty.
HUHU
yeaps2
We sat at under a void deck then.
Talk2 and stuffs.
& I wanted to know, Fanna told me on the phone that there is something in her phone abt me.
Then I nk tahu sngt whats in her phone,I search her phone tak dpt.
So I decided, if she biar me see benda tu her phone, i let her see my personal book
Then agreed.
Ala, nk tahu ape SOMETHING ABT ME in her phone tak?
Ingt ape. Skali its welcome msg hp dia is " Fann[a]fiq is love"

Okay.
Hmm, soo irritatink tao mosquito sume ade. Irritating gile.
Bnyk (bintat) sey. Did i spell it ryt[?]
Whatever, then Fanna saw my arm, alah.dats some thing uhs.
Then few minutes later, dier mcm aleh2 garok kaki dia,complain bnyk mosquito bite.
Den i think,tkkn sey bnyk gitu. Den while she scratching, I saw her leg uhs.
Beh i think i said, nie bkn bintat lah, nie is the something u got from me i think
Den dia mcm no. Den when she garok,i saw the effect je i tahu, tu confirm dari i nye.
Nk tahu ape, dia mcm garok my arm,beh nk letak pat kaki dia. Den I sort of marah dia lah.

We talked alot lah all the time as usual.
Hehex. Den we tukar tmpt go to near ngee ann uh there.
Snap2 some pichas and Fanna as USUAL, delete some.SLALU!
Haha

eh eh wait,
nie Fanna ask me to post eh.

During sports day, FANNA took part in a 800m relay eh? Eventhough having a leg muscle cramp,she managed to overtake 2 people and became 3rd among 8 contenders. She is a fast runner.

LIKE WHATEVER sey. =,=. Menyampah
Alah, menyampah pn edely syg fanna jgk pe. Hahs.

Hmm, den she wanna alek at 6 sey.
psl mak dia nnti marah.
Den after that, i hold her hands uh. Mcm matair gituk je.
Then I told her, I taknak lepas kn, I tknk u alek.
WAH! Dia nk lepas tngn dia,pe saket aku rasa.
Yeah yeah. and guess what, i bargain with her sometime time dah 6.50. Huahuahua ~

Den we walked, den she nk lepaskn tngn,den i say,nape. she say ade makcik. Den I saw with a muke =,= , ahh. uat pe nk takot, jln je mcm normal uhs. Its easier said den done. And i oso malu.
Hehs. Den send her back home.

nyeah.

balek. I HAPPY BOY ALL THE WAY (((((((:

I'll post pichas soon k?








Monday, March 05, 2007
@11:05 PM

HEKLOS

Today was a terrible day,seriously

Okay. Took 27 to Tamp MRT.
Terserempak dengan Sabrina.
Then naik MRT jumpa Nasrul

Nasrul told me some stories
And I did the same too (:

Assembled at the parade square for morning assembly
Had maths.
Our class split into two as Mrs Tan has difficulty trying to teach a hold bunch of notorious kids
I went to 4a2
I manage to understand maths a lil bit now.
Hmm, then a incident came, I was boasting about my PS2 being soo small because I recently bought it. Some ppl who had purchased PS2 few years back are having a big PS2
Den Ruhaizad dgn Mason mcm menyampah gitu
Beh dorg mcm hentak me at the cupboard,tapi tk serious,joke2.
Mrs Tan ingat serious and almost wanted to send us down
Den she make me and Jiong Yang,who later joined in the pushing,to stand outside
Then me and JY maki Ruhaizad and Mason

After Maths we had Chemistry
Nutink much uh
YanaLee smiled and I smiled too

RECESS ; ate Nasi Goreng dgn ayam :)

Had History after that,followed by Physics
Physics I am SOO TErrible.
I got 18% for CA
Chibai.
Ahh, dun care uh

It was English after that;followed by assembly
I mintak Yana tie but tak dpt.
Then I went to the hall tanpa tie. Tak kena tangkap
Beh kn, ade incident
Wan Tetek binget,beh dia mcm marah gitu,abeh kn,dia jln kepak beh cmpk beg dia pat speaker hall,beh dia campak dustbin satu corner

Lepas assembly alek
Ridzuan ckp he get 4 stroke caning.Sumpah lagi
Haiyo

Then kn, I and Mason decide to alek
Den Faizal,Liyanna,Shahir dgn Ruhaizad ikots.
Soo it was one much of us.
Then kn,i aru cross the zebra crossing,i heard a screeching sound,I looked back,I saw a taxi hitting a man on a bike. and dah.



PROFILE

Muhammad Edely Afiq Bin Mohd Isah
Born on the 26 of June 1992
14 going on 15
A muslim
Currently not in a relationship
Likes playing and watching football,but likes girls more lah.hehe.
Family call me Afiq,Teachers and normal peeps call me Edely,very close friends call me LY puki
Likes to be personal but I hate being low-profile.
I DONT watch porn. Its too gross. YUCKS.
ALSO doesn't smoke or do drinking.
In Sec 3 Academic. Just an average student.
I enjoy all types of song except for metal,techno is much better.
Studying in Pasir Ris Secondary School
Im short ):

LOVES
Ayu
Fanna :)))
Farhana :)
Fida
Fiqa
Fiqah
Fizaa
Fizah
Haickel
Hakim
Hani
Isma :)
Mirah
Mok Jufri
Nano
Nisa
Randolph
Sabrina
Syahidah
Stash
Yani.Julie :)
Yati
Yarnah :)

TAG

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