every beat of my heart

Thursday, November 02, 2006

@1:25 AM

.HEKLOS.

Haickel went out when I was still sleeping,but i saw lar.
He wore my baju kurung.
Den Roan,Harithzan plan wanna come my house
Then Muhaimy call mintak pegi mall.
So we 3,and Fadly,,went mall.
They bought their stuff while I deposit cash into my bank account.Hehe.

Fadly belanje bunga api and we head off to the field behind our block.
Finally,my one tinggi sey rocket.
Tapi Muhaimy nye lebeh tinggi.
Roan nye str8 je.
Fadly dgn Harithzan wakakaka!

Went to my house to surf the internet.
But then Muhaimy alek psl nk chat dgn Farhana since she's online
Then Roan went over his house.
So got Harithzan and Fadly at my house
Chat with Japboi and Farhana
Nana cm stress jer tngk
Japboi wanna come my house besok
But I tink cnnt coz duit susah.
Semalam fork out $40 alr.

Went to meet up at Muhaimy house.
His mom suroh ano tv.Tapi susah.Hehe.
Den roan ano kan.
Boleh...den we proceed to hall.
Indeed like what aqil said,ade org maen bola.
But we nvr ajk aqil and fawwaz psl mak dorg nnti marah since it was raining
Sya was with Fiza so I stopped smsing her.Takot kaco dorg,ntah2 dorg nga shiok2.
Went back home psl nak solat zuhor.
Den went back.

Nie part the ppl playing soccer dah alek.
So we conquer the place alone.
Gerek sey.
Me,Roan,Muhaimy giler2.PLUS FAWWAZ!
Serious.Giler like u all nvr seen.
Ade fun2 gerek sume.
We were all at our funniest attitude.
Harithzan couldnt.tngn dia kn nga tunggu heal.

Den we all pnt.Alek plak.
Den mlm2.Chat dgn Sya.
Said sumtink to her but she just said oh?
haiyo.den she admitted something lar which i dislike uh.psl its dari dulu i ask her,she always ans.syg friend jer.
Den I type to her a lyric from dun kol me what shit sober by evanensence ke ape haprak.
dia tahu jgk.
paisey.ingt tak tahu (:
Den she off.
Bored sey.tkde org nk chat dgn.
Hehe.

Haish.
Im stuck here..
Who do I have feelings for?
The girl who I used to hate (R) or the girl who I used to be her boyfriend(S)??
I mean..
acceli u noe what???
I dunnoe whether I can ever express my REAL feelings for a girl.
I told myself I give up on that four letter word.

Haish.
I think I like R recently.tapi the problem is,i dunnoe whether i like her lahs.
Im soo dreadful.
Okay.Talk abt S plak.

Nie S kan,I penah sygkn dia.
It took me SOOOOOOOO long to forget abt her lar.
But I was just testing my luck when I asked her ....
Den she said she tink.But I think she loves someone else lar.
Fairytales dun usually occur for me.
I dunnoe kalo nk serious psl S,,psl,she's not even mine yet?
She loves me,I noe...
But as a friend oni.
Im fed up uhs.
But what I can do?

R plak.
When I told her i like her last yr,
Dia marah me..maki2 lagi ade
But now at least dia rileks jer.
I like her last yr dgn skrg i think???
I dunnoe lar kalo i like anyone

Susah nie.
I dunnoe lar whether I can be in a r'ship
But I wanna vs myself.
I noe I can.
Haish.
Can I bring dat date that I miss ?
SUSAH LAR!!!!!!!!!

Im sorry tao if one of eu girls i mention as A and B is reading this.

EDELY (:
manage a (: at least...

PROFILE

Muhammad Edely Afiq Bin Mohd Isah
Born on the 26 of June 1992
14 going on 15
A muslim
Currently not in a relationship
Likes playing and watching football,but likes girls more lah.hehe.
Family call me Afiq,Teachers and normal peeps call me Edely,very close friends call me LY puki
Likes to be personal but I hate being low-profile.
I DONT watch porn. Its too gross. YUCKS.
ALSO doesn't smoke or do drinking.
In Sec 3 Academic. Just an average student.
I enjoy all types of song except for metal,techno is much better.
Studying in Pasir Ris Secondary School
Im short ):

LOVES

Ayu
Fanna :)))
Farhana :)
Fida
Fiqa
Fiqah
Fizaa
Fizah
Haickel
Hakim
Hani
Isma :)
Mirah
Mok Jufri
Nano
Nisa
Randolph
Sabrina
Syahidah
Stash
Yani.Julie :)
Yati
Yarnah :)

TAG

tagboard area. (: