every beat of my heart

Friday, November 17, 2006

@1:22 AM

HEKLOS

I am dead tired of repeating the same shit in the morning.like roan came sumer.den bla3

Okay.

I am gonna go into detail today.

I woke up arnd 1pm.
Watched EPL highlights since I missed yesterday's one.
Yeah.Like it.But missed Man U and Chelsea goal.Shit kambeng

Den Roan keep calling.
Ask where haickel and stuff.
Den he came to my house without telling.
Kan terkejot.

Played comp lar.
Den shortly Harithzan,Fadly,Haickel and Muhaimy came.
Used the comp and stuff.
Tngk music video.

Den kluar.
Planned nak maen bola.
But takleh.psl the stupid ppl nvr remove the kerusi and lampu sume.uat hiasan per letak sane?

Roan alek psl nk kuar dgn family.think go tampines ar.
Den we played sepak takraw with BOLA bola sepak.
First2 got mood tao.But den slowly takde mood because while i was laughing sume,Harithzan mcm marah gitu.psl i played tak serious2.But everyone like laughing sey.
Den after that i sengaje ckp nk rest.
dEN my teammate Muhaimy.
We ketawe like hell sia.
We vs Fadly and my brother.
Haha
Tak.biler fadly tdg,bola senget siol pegi.its owaes like that and we get point sey...ahahaha.
Den ryt.Fadly was taking the ball ryt,he angry becoz we all laugh.den he kick the ball smngt tao.den he fall down.this part i laugh like hell.I and Muhaimy.
Den we realise nie serious nye kes sey.Fadly smpi nangis.Its not funny eh dia nangis.

Den we came over to him.tnye.ade2 je masehh leh ketawe.
Den I carried him to the bench which was quite far abit.Cheh.Mcm mataer aku jer fadly.Tapi takpe ar.Okay per.

Den after that Fadly sempat ketawe.
Hahahaha.
Den we challenge timbang
tak tentu arah this man come
Macam bagi pamphlet "JESUS will help you"
Aku mcm nak bilang dia p jln dah aku nk dgr membebel ko
For ppl who dun understand Malay,the msg above i write was i said i handsome like Nabi Yusof.Cheh.Like real oni!
Den Roan come.We showed him the pamphlet but he dun really understand
Beh aku tak simpan tu pamphlet

Den timbang the ball
Sikit jer lar.

Den alek.
NUFY ALEK RUMAH DARI HOSPITAL!
Solat maghrib and went out.
Went to Mall first.Then we all tutop the tv in kedai thru Haickel hp which was a Infrared remote control.can off and change channel using ur phone
Hahaha.I off the McDonald TV.wakakakaka.sume org terkejot.

Den went back.Played poison ball.Den decided to play a bigger area.Muhaimy mcm teros bad mood.Psl penat.Dunnoe lar.I got injury ar sikit.

Den hntr harithzan alek den alek.
Hmm,tomorrow going solat Jumaat,guess im going with sch peeps since most of my peeps here are penat?

Yeah.Erm
Being online sometimes simply sucks.
Mcm.Theres no fun now.
Dulu bnyk ah.
Tapi skrg like nutink ar.
Chat with ppl pn mcm pakse diri.
Ade lar satu ke dua yg gerek.tapi its simply not fun ar.
Nobody to chat with.
Dulu ade BANYAK org sey nak chat dengan.skrg.Online jeks.One or two ppl i chat with.
But dulu more terok.I didnt seem to chat with boys at all.Pompan pompan pompan jer.tu psl chat pn mcm pompan (: .Hahaha.
Hope in near future dpt lar chat dgn bnyk org.But malas ar nak uat kwn aru.
Basically i kan malu nye org.

Haha.
I want the year 2007 to be the twilight of my teenage years.
Can not?if cannot den must wait somemore?
But I hope 2007 will be the year for me?can?
2006 seem to have many problems.
Like y'all seem to not have problems.But nie problem irritatink
I can't seem to find my looks ar.
Serious.Org kalo p skola mesti kdg2 mcm rase dia hensem
I go sch everyday without feeling that way.Owaes feeling I dun look nice.
And yar.My sch pants and shirt is damn big.Thats what I hate.
Shit shit.If you were me u wud understand..
I M NOT HENSEM
and yeah.i got owaes dis comment from peeps.u not hensem,u kiut
I mean.I dun like kiut lar.make me feel i m a small kid.mmg ar i like being call kiut and kene pinch on cheek sume.TAPI i prefer hensem lar.
Its just shit lar.
Okay.this yr kn
Kalo my hair cantek,my shirt besar
Kalo my shirt kecik.My seluar besar
Its like shit ar.Main problem.Shirt size,seluar size and hair style
Hair style i simply dunnoe what to do what style ar.
Shirt size nvr bought a smaller size psl going to finish sec 2 per
Same goes for seluar.
Happy wont be wearing stupid short pants next yr.But dunnoe ar if light green nye long pants.most likely blue aper.
Haha.I try to look MY VERY VERY VERY best next yr.
And yeah.my soccer,wanna try to be in sch team ar next yr.Serious sah.
Den my r'ship problem.Im currently single for 5 mnths damn it.
I mean,its nt like I wanna be in a relationship.like despo or something.aint no.
But mcm dunnoe ar.Mungkin I should be thankful lar dat im single and not attached coz i had really BAD BAD BAD r'ships with of my ex.Honestly eh,but sorry girls,the ONLY one i REALLY2 mcm syg and care for and would be with my life is 050106.korg pandai2 guess lar eh sape pompan tu.tapi tu pn dah abez on 040206.ape lagik tu kakak aku dgn roan pe bdae.and worst.besok hari nye 5 mnth.so i didnt celebrate the 1 mnth
Teroz from there terok sume happen.But one think I REALLY THANK GOD for is that i didnt lose MY PRECIOUS friends.Really.Amin.Haish.Yeah.And on 20 Sept kn,,,I recorded my 1 yr tak cium sume.Yup.I remembered uh.Psl 20 per.mcm number stated gitu.phm2 jer ar korg.Bagus ar.Nie mungkin Allah nye wish for not to be in a relationship.mungkin aper i stead den do stupid stuff?like last yr.Lalalalalala.Edely.yup.and my results oso.suck in mid yr.Tapi end of yr improve.tapi overall mcm taik.nie ar,mid yr and stupid CA in term1/2 pull down.but i tell u on.WE'LL CARRY ON.aites.aites?and yeay.If i changed sch we OSO CARRY ON aites?we'll carry on,we'll CARRY ON...I got many many many wishes for next yr.can right have wishes???Can lar stupid edely
TO ALL PASIRIANS
Im gonna noe the results in 4 more days aites.
I wont tell you most of you guys what sch i go to.
But just see whether i come on the first day of sch.kalo tak,you all noe eh the meaning.

But dun be sad ar.coz im just a useless brat to u all
Probably i have hurt most of you all tru my words by my mouth
Yup.Im really sorry.haish.Like what Nasrul said,When everything is wrong we move along,along,along,alonggggggggggggggggggggg,

K lar.
I wanna state all my forgiveness to my classmates
ar.lazy.tomorrow can?
hahaha.
coz must write 40 ppl name down.haha.

But i remembered in my heart in pasir ris.the fun i had with YOU guys.

Like showing off our muscular body and hand
I wouldnt say im muscular ar.I would say Ruhaizad ar.
more
better,hensem,macho,cool.sume he better lar except GOD.

and yeah,if you love somebody cud we be this strong
Okay.I love you(not guys and my sibling hor if u ppl read)
Could our love be this strong?tak kan?
hahahahahhaahah
But i love that phrase ar.Its from lagu My heart

Lets get it straight.Im confident i will change sch.and theres NO way to go back to PRSS.boleh ar go back.go back meet my class acceli 3a1.haahahahaha
Hmm,i remember sey,,when i was a young boy my father took me to the playground to see the birds. but now.nopes.

But kan,sometimes i get the feeling he's watching over me tao.
dunnoe ar.Korg best tak bacer?panjang maot eh?biler aku type panjang.slalu panjang giler.soo kalo korg smpi sini bagus ar korg.step crite aku gerek sngt mcm prison break.

Yeah.Most lifestyles and fashion I had owaes compete with Ruhaizad.
Penah sak we ask the whole kelas who more handsome.
Yelar.Sume kelas ckp Ruhaizad.tapi tngk mataer some of them i dunnoe ar whether to accept their taste.Kurang ajar eh aku?tapi kdg2 kene let it all go ar kkies?

Yup.And this yr,I THANK GOD that im not a sweet talker and a flirt.
eh bodoh,tngk ar.nak p pat pompan pn malu.seluar melorot beh baju besar mcm 50 cent nye baju.
Hahahahahaha.

Hopefully next yr best best eh?kn seluar PANJANG.short pants throw away lar eh.give to prss general office so that the short pant ppl can wear.
hahaha.
sindir org je aku.

aku kn next yr takyah bulu kaki rasa sejok biler dudok pat dlm bas air con full BLAST

ahahaha.
tapi will rarely go TPE ar.maksod TPE is kn skola pat bedok/go by tamp first or pasir ris ryt?den take TPE.if change skewl kn wake or take bike pat bkn expressway tapi road connector.haahah

haha.
so my legs will be cover up next yr.
I wan straight cut tao.not baggy mcm $50 cent atau tappered.kalo tappered aku pe *itu* ketat mcm nga pakai skirt,beh *mreps*(terbalik the alphabets)will be affected.like ouh my pantat.
Haha.Juliani uh nie.terpike plak psl dia.slalu call me pantat
kol me kiut plak tu.(YUCKS)thats what u all are saying or thinking in your heart ryt?
tak baek tao rase gitu.
Tapi Juliani yg kiut.Very kiuty kiut pantat ass

And yeah.like y'all noe.I keep listening to lagu WHEN IM GONE recently.
Takyah tngk video clip pn leh picture the music video.
now is 3.02.nufy is crying sey.kecian sey
But Its for his own gud
He is ashmatic.i cnt believe it.kecians sey.

Speaking of Nufy terkenang plak psl si bdk nie
Name dia Izzati.
My best bud dulu.
Skrg my best enemy.Hahahahaha!mcm style gitu.

Shake that ass for me can? i asking pretty girls uh.not nonya or flabby girls.
Cheh.
Haha.nga dgr lagu shake that ass ar

Eh,aku nak org comment aku hensem ar.
Not kiut ar
Dah JELAK GILER dgr kiut.tapi kalo nak kene comment hensem
rambot nye style pn kene ubah sikit bongok.edely nie.otak mintak tongkat per?
haha
skrg nga chat dgn isma diana..
izzati sorg jer call me hensem.
Dunnoe ar.
Aru2 jgk.
My hairstyle tak style ar.
panjang plak tu.i think my fringe pn kewl.leh jadi afro uh fringe aku.kalo afro cacat siol.rambot blkng straight.dpn afro mcm bulu private part org yg jarang shave yg sudah dewase.
aku tkleh stop siol.ade bnyk bende nak beboal.blogger mcm phm jer taknak bagi stop.aku type leh panjang maot ar.kalo lar aku boleh rap ape yg aku tulez sume.mulot aku pn tido aku rase.sejak biler mulot leh tido?mungkin zaman aru ar.ahahaha.nk uat klakar je edely.

haha,
Yelar.ah k.
Aku malas nk ckp agik.
nk chat dgn isma ar.kk
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